Well it is 2004. This year of my life will be as the new woman I am now. Where I am integrated with all the parts of myself. I’m finding health, happiness and friendship this year. I didn’t have to make a resolution to do it. I’m just living it. Last night I went out to a friend’s house. It was fun but it was all couple and yes at times it was difficult because of that. I’ve been leaving this old life behind, more each day and today I leave it all behind. I even put up my profile on some internet dating/friend sites. I’m not looking for a relationship yet, it’s too soon. But I would like to make some friends, and yes male attention is nice too. Last night after I got home, I had an email from a man in NFLD. We emailed until early morning and it was fun, just chatting. I started the New Year off with a new friend.

I hope everyone has a wonderful New Year and that this year we all live life and not hold back. Life’s too short to wonder what if.