I’m in the midst of filling out my divorce forms, they go to Kevin next. It will take about 2 months before everything is finalized. So many issues to finalize and make concrete rather than just what we’ve been doing for the past 22 months. Actually signing forms and filling out everything is not easy and brings a lot of feelings to the surface. I know it’s the best thing for my life that I could possibly do and for him as well. It’s been too long already and our lives have been somewhat in limbo and chaotic at times because of it. It’s not easy letting go of the familiar and something that has been a part of your life for so many years. It’s that last vestige of all we have been through but hopefully like the caterpillar that casts off the chrysalis as a butterfly, we will also be transformed and free to fly. I’m looking forward to my new journey, my new path that I will take. I think I always had one foot partially in the old path but now I am moving forward, both feet planted where they need to be. I’ve come a long way in the past 2 years. I’ve lost a ton of weight, found new friends, gotten financially stable, a new job and discovered what is important to me and where I want to go. Things happen the way they are meant to and with that view, I know my life is happening exactly as it needs to.